Failures! I hate failing in life!!

Hurt! Regrets! Sadness! Why the fuck! How the fuck did i get into this mess! I regretted listening to my friend's advice on relationships. I regretted not listening to my instincts and invested all my feelings into the relationship. I'm hurt by the one I loved, and hurt by the fact that my university life is ruined because of my decisions! Yet, there's no turning back now. Nothing will the same anymore. Failures, I don't want them in my life anymore.

Violin- Sad Violin

When you play the strings right, it conveys so much emotions. It echos and resonate deeply within the heart. The pitch and sound strikes the heart like the cleaver to the meat, like the wind cutting the autumn leaves. Slick, clean with agonizing grace.

Sad Romance

Rock Climb

I went indoor rock climbing today, and it cost 10 bloody pounds! Good thing Dan drove, else there will be a large hole in my pocket. Being a first time climber, it's definitely tough as my fingers and tendons are not used to the rough surface of the rocks. It generally uses a lot of back muscles, deltoids, abs and definitely the fingers and wrist (very good training for tendons). It takes a lot of practice to get it right, and definitely need to balance the center of gravity to use as little strength as possible. Reminds me a bit of pakour- moving in the most efficient manner. If I am to scale a mountain or a wall or some sort of cave, this will definitely be useful. Just the difficulty alone makes me think of how hard it will be to climb the corporate ladder (not that there's much relation to it). But the amount of effort, practice and perseverance pouring into it, is probably the same. Think when i am back in Singapore, I will find a rock climbing hub and continue this new found hobby.

Heroes and Heroines

Life is like a movie, kind of like Little Miss Sunshine. There will always be difficult times and there will always be good times. There is no clear winner or loser at the end of the road; and the storms that we brave through in life just makes us stronger to overcome our weakness. People are entitled to their opinions, and many times we care what other people says because we don't want to be losers. But no matter what they say, as long as we stay firm to our ground, have faith in ourselves, we'll be alright. I can still recall the days where I admire those people who goes on an adventure and become heroes or heroines in the process. Perhaps, it's their faith and the hardships that happened that changed them into someone admirable. Life is never easy, and people are not so frail either. One day, or perhaps now as I type, that people are becoming heroes in their own rights, with tough situations sharpening them to become the best of themselves. No one's a loser. Everyone's a hero in their own awkward ways.

The Flaming Lips - The Yeah Yeah Yeah Song (Video)

Another band which has really catchy and nice songs. :) So glad my friend told me about it.

Magic Numbers (Click to watch on youtube)

Just heard some songs from them. The music is awesome! Hmmm.. haven't really listen to the lyrics, but they're really catchy. P: