Failures! I hate failing in life!!

Hurt! Regrets! Sadness! Why the fuck! How the fuck did i get into this mess! I regretted listening to my friend's advice on relationships. I regretted not listening to my instincts and invested all my feelings into the relationship. I'm hurt by the one I loved, and hurt by the fact that my university life is ruined because of my decisions! Yet, there's no turning back now. Nothing will the same anymore. Failures, I don't want them in my life anymore.