Thoughts

In the chinese zodiac fable, the mouse ride on the ox and made it to the finish line, coming in 1st. This reminds me how my friends kept helping me through out life, pushing me to go further. And I feel guilty, guilty for using others because they worked for it and i didn't or i worked less in comparism. And because I felt I owed alot to them, and it scares me. I am afraid of being dependent on others instead of myself. I wonder if the mouse in the fable would drown if not for the ox, or if he would find another way to win the race.. I hope he does.